TV will be opposite of window mounted to the wall

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Well the room is perfectly made for where the sofa is and where the TV will be mounted on (wall).

The window I can completly darken by letting down the electronic shades. Same goes for the huge door window, has raffstores outside I can let down and get the room to about I’d say 85% darkness during day. I don’t get any sunlight into the living room because of the roof of the terrace but I get a lot of indirect light into the room.

So basically my room can’t be hit by sunlight…

Moment I have a picture. But now outside there is a roof… because this pic is a year old.

The closest experience I ever experienced in my life was my prelife form without a physical body.

I can’t say if it was relaxing, scary, unfulfilling or any thing. I was in a state of time being meaningless.

One day when I quit existing I will return and hopefully remain in that state for a long time until I start existing again. I have never been asked if I wanted to exist so I just exist until I quit existing

Not giving a single F about anything.

I wish I could return to the state I was during pre birth. I have been given a small time frame of giving f’s though until I will return to that state I desire to be in.

In about 50 years if nothing out of my control wipes me out I will return to being non existent.

Thinking about this makes me wonder, I havent given a single f since the big bang and now I am thrown on to a globe and a large handful of people passively forcing me to do. I have to be. I never had the option to not be. Lets see where this goes

I only use cat 7, it says cat 7 on the Orange cable

I only use cat 7, it says cat 7 on the Orange cable

If you had the choice to be a billionaire if you go back a few million years in earths age but have to wait it out til you reach the age of humans. Would you do it and wait?

Practically you already waited all that time but you weren’t aware of it. Now imagine having to watch it.

I do taxes in germany and their is a tax partnership or something what I see. But I get about 700 € back a year too from germany.

My english isn’t good enough for that. I need someone to help me translate it.

I pay taxes in Germany, I earn about 40.000 € a year. So I don’t know.

I tried the IRS homepage but my english isn’t good enough to file taxes. I don’t understand much.

I am 35 years old and the lady that gave me my american passport tried to explain to me that I don’t have to sign up for selective service anymore, I am too old lol. I didn’t understand much of what she explained but she said: “it’s fine don’t sign up for it it’s for young people” and sent me out of the embassy in munich.

I work since I am 17 years old in germany and got the information that I am american citizen when I was about 32 (first time in america) I tried to enter with my german passport. The people at the airport told me I am american and need a passport. I didn’t know until then.

I pay taxes in Germany, I earn about 40.000 € a year. So I don’t know.

I tried the IRS homepage but my english isn’t good enough to file taxes. I don’t understand much.

I am 35 years old and the lady that gave me my american passport tried to explain to me that I don’t have to sign up for selective service anymore, I am too old lol. I didn’t understand much of what she explained but she said: “it’s fine don’t sign up for it it’s for young people” and sent me out of the embassy in munich.

In order to renounce my citizenship I have to file atleast 5 years to IRS lol. So even if I want to renounce my citizenship it’s currently not possible to do so because I haven’t filed in my life.

In order to “file” taxes I also require a social security number which I don’t have. I honestly don’t know where to find it lol.

:( anxiety went up

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I’m off til Saturday then I gotta work one nightshift and I’m off again til tuesday and have 4 nightshifts.

I could go to the gym and I think I will go tomorrow morning cause I won’t stare at my monitor another 12 hours doing nothing. Currently I don’t even have the energy to play games like Overwatch…

And in general I would just like to go out and drink a coffee but where I am from the cappucino at the bakery costs 5 € so I just drink it at home even though I’d like to just pay the 5 € to sit and watch people. But then I sit there, drink it and think I wasted my money.

In the end another day is passing by where I saved myself some money by not leaving the house.

Probably Warcraft and Starcraft because I grew up playing Warcraft and Starcraft BW. It never gets old to me.

It’s interesting because people are people and it doesn’t matter where you are born.

If you look at it from a birds eye view you will see a younger, smart generation trying to fight it’s own governments.

It’s not USA vs China vs Russia vs Europe etc. it is the younger generation vs the old generation. Currently each generation is fighting it’s own government and slowly realising how poor they have done in the last decades.

Nobody wants war.