Throw away account obviously but I’m sitting here, on a Friday night alone. I recently split off with my fiancee of 2 years, we were supposed to be wed in a few months. Shes off partying and living life up, and I’m happy for her. We still live together for the time being before our lease ends. This is exactly how my previous relationship ended. Ironic. She has a social circle to support her.
Well, throughout the course of 5 years, I have slowly burned many bridges of friends and over the course of 10 years, have destroyed many women’s perception of trust. The list goes on. My regret and guilt is an all time high.
On top of this, my family doesn’t really know the real me. I have such a hard time making connections with them and others at this point of my life.
I am seeking to rectify the entire situation by trying some therapeutic techniques. AMA.
I actually used to work in the healthcare field. I’ve worked there for over a decade. Recently, I am in between jobs so it’s actually a great spot for me to find a new industry to attempt.
Yes, recently, I reached out to a bunch of my friends that I deeply cut off and since then, still no response. I don’t blame them. It was a mess. I do feel much more at peace now though, getting it off my chest.
I agree, I am trying my best to start from the ashes, and trek forward. It shouldn’t be hard, just one step at a time, as they say.