I told my dad about the appointment a few times before and he didn’t even seem to remember it to wake me up…

I hate my life…

  • I didn’t really get into a habit of setting reminders/alarms so I sort of forgot about the concept of alarms

    When I was in K-12 I got so used to my parents just waking me up…

    so yeah…

    I’m not really to be an adult, I wanna reverse time and re-do childhood tbh.

    I’m mentally still reliving through all those traumatic moments through my childhood…

    I still feel like a kid inside… its hard to grow when the toxic family envionment, which is why I have depression in the first place, keeps on smoldering me