Horrible and suicidal. So normal for me. Thanks Amerikkka

My dog and my cat helps me at most, however do to the fact I’m in Amerikkka and disabled. It’s impossible for me with my circumstances I have to be happy.

However my animals keep me just above borderline unaliving my self.

My animals do make me smile every day. Especially my service dog and how quirky and weird she is and does the most stupidest funniest stuff sometimes that I always get a kick out of.

My cat is the man of the house, constantly yelling, complaining and think he owns the damn place. He doesn’t give a shit about me but absolutely loves my dog, he’s very much a stereotypical man. Which is to me fucking funny because he’s a small ass cat so I can just scoop him up whenever and cuddle with him.

Overall it’s borderline but I’m still here … At least for now.

Some collages sell there old computers when they get new ones. There generally very cheap. No hard drives and not super old but kinda old. You could buy a couple there and just fuck around with them.

I have catch phrases I use constantly

For instance I like to say “that’s offensive… to someone… somewhere… probably”

Or. “That’s what she said, wait no he? No they!”

There’s other things then that? What? How do I upgrade my screen for that?

Kidding aside, I watch screens like mostly all day long as I’m disabled and living in Amerikkka. It’s the only real entertainment I can do. Zero income and cars are mandatory in Amerikkka as well as lots of disposable income.

If I could I would but society forces me into watching a screen all the time.

I also blocked YouTube links because of the extreme amount of reposts of YouTube videos on here

I buy the same extremely cheap food because I live in Amerikkka and food isn’t a human right here. I survive on 190 USD in food a month. So I buy what’s most calorie to price ratio that I can eat. Usually ramen pasta Roni and rice and potatoes and for a extra treat some cheese sometimes.

Been living off those items for years waiting for disability to get approved (going on 10 years as of 2026).

You know what’s wild? I’m overweight, I have a high BMI, not because I eat to much. It’s because I’m disabled and can’t afford nutrients foods and what I can afford is high in calories. If I eat less my stomach goes into a revolt because of lack of food as it’s incredibly hard for me

Anyways I don’t buy bulk. And can’t afford more then once a month of going to the store so on food stamps day I go and get everything and then stay inside tell the next month or doctor appointment,

That makes sense. If I could get a matt one I would as the colors and how vibrant they are, are not really a priority for me. But this makes a ton of sense thank you

Accessibility that reddit stopped supporting because of paid API bullshit years ago.

Based

As someone who is aromantic and asexual. Feelings and sex are not always entwined. But communication is extremely important so just. Well. Ask tell them your feelings and how your not sure what’s going on. Hopefully there not just using you for sex (without your consent)

Trauma. I seem to collect it without even trying or wanting it. Like it just happens without my approval or wanting it.

Just copy paste and you will understand it.

It’s called dissociate identity disorder and as someone who has it, it would depend if your talking metaphorically, or society, as society would could consider one body means it would be a suicide, however metaphysical and philosophy it would would depend on the system and how they are.

Just know, most people with d.i.d. are not “making people up” and identities in there systems are very real.

Depends on what kinda reincarnation your talking about and how it works/memory of past life’s etc.

I like the thought that I get reincarnated into everyone ever existed and live those life’s to learn as much as possible.

25 when my therapist at the time helped me realize what LGBT actually fucking was and not what the media betrayal of it is.

Basically when someone told me what It actually is instead of a “disease” or “disorder”

Makes sense. Everything in this universe sucks. Ha. I’m funny. Anyways…